Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Can't Sleep
Well, not sure what to put on this page tonight. I know that I should be trying to sleep but i cannot seem to do it. Can't seem to shut my mind off. My life is in a shambles and I just have no idea what to do. No job, filing bankruptcy, getting divorced after being together for almost 17 years. I feel like I have a huge cosmic "kick me" sign on my back. Am having oral surgery on April first; need dentures, and I am scared out of my mind. The worst thing is that I have never felt so alone. How did I let this happen to myself? How can I make it back to the person I used to be? Will anything feel "right" again? Will I ever be able to trust again? I guess only time will supply the answers to these questions. I just wish that I didn't feel so alone.
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I totally get what you are feeling. I have gone through a bankruptcy that put off our divorce for a couple years. Then when we had some savings..we got divorced. It was hard. But things will get better. It will take some time...but it will get better. Have faith in everything, but most importantly in yourself.
It took me forever...but now things are so much better in my life. I have someone special, job is good, etc. It will happen for you!
And not that it helps much here...but if you ever need someone to talk to...I am a good listener.
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